I can't believe it happened, I tried to stop it but I couldn't. I finally broke, I have no fight left in me. I

thought I could keep this all inside of me, all bottled

up. I thought if I put it in the back of my mind it would all just go away in due time. I was wrong, keeping all these emotions inside just got too much to handle and now here I am, broken down and

defenseless. I'm in tears, I can't hold them back any

longer. Tonight, tonight I'll cry. I'm going to let

everything out, everything I've been keeping deep

inside.