Goodbye.. !!

I am standing on this empty street, No matter if it is cold or burning heat... I see her going far away from me, But this was not meant to be... I kept waiting for her all day all night, But, Dun Know why you cant even try or fight.. :X She said I may not see her again, And she could never give more pain.. I may not be happy as she may seem, But every night I shall see her in dream... She said you should take good care, I asked her what more is spare... I wish she stays happy and get all joy, No matter if I Liv Or Die.... I tried wishing her good luck for life, Coz she's going to be someone Else's lyf... :l :-(( :X She promised that she will always stay, But that promise was just a plastic play... :X I don't know how long I will survive, But, I know my heart isn't alive... I know this may sound a little absurd, But I ended my life for a 7 letter word.. My friends say that I might regret, Losing my heart to a girl I've not met.. N I kept thinking what should I say, "Because I know our love was not fake I know you still Love Me - "?" Don’t know what Things keep Away You from me..... I never thought I could be this alone, and I will not have anyone to cal my own... I looked up at god if he can justify, But, my bad luck I never got reply... :l So I came back home and kept thinking, While every hope of life kept sinking... How can everything I had end so soon, And I was alone again just like moon... Now she seems more like a star, Whom I can see but is very far... I think, for her I was an ordinary guy, Because, even after trying so hard i was not able to make her mine... No.. she can't be someone I ever knew, And the one who always said "I love you"... Who is to question and who is to blame, Because now I can't even say your name.. I never wanted anything to end this way, But, She left me nothing more to say... Now I don't want any answers or ask Why.. All I wanna say is, this is My Final Goodbye.. !!